Perasaan cukup

Paling mahal kepuasan yang satu2 manusia boleh dapat adalah
Perasaan Cukup
Mencukupi
"what i have now is enough. Alhamdulillah"

Senang ke ko ingat nak dapat perasaan macam tu??

Orang kaya boleh la rasa cukup~

Yeke?

Is it apply to org kaya2 sahaja?
No!

Ko boleh jadi kaya dan kau masih lagi ada perasaan tidak cukup
maka kau start buat side2 income, buat business, sampai sibuk gile hari2 kau,
sampai tak de masa nak solat maghrib dekat masjid, sampai kau takde masa even nak dinner dengan family kau,
semata2 nak rasa Perasaan Cukup itu
dan akhirnya, kau still tak dapat rasa itu.


Dan kau boleh jadi seorang penyapu sampah hari2,
Tapi kau msih boleh sekolahkan anak kau, masih boleh pergi masjid sembahyang jemaah 5 waktu dan kau masih boleh makan malam satu keluarga walaupun berlaukkan sepat masin goreng berulam sayur kangkung masak belacan.
Dan kau rasa cukup.

Perasaan Cukup itulah tandanya rezeki kau yang cari ada berkahnya.
Ada redhanya dari Allah.
Maka beruntunglah mereka yang rezekinya diberkati dan diredhai Allah.
Hidup kau rasa tenang
Dan
Tenang itu mahal!

Hv a Blissful and Blast HARI RAYA y'all !!!

PANIK!!!

Hari raya on Thursday??

Well, i dunt gv a damn..

sebabnye..

AKU DAH START CUTI RAYE WEH ESOKKK!!

ahaks :D

Tapi kan banyak mende weh nak settle b4 raye.. inshaAllah bakal menjelang tiba ini.

1. tudung raye belom beli lagi kott ( tudung raya? apakah???)
2. Rumah tak adjust lagi..
3. Lemang tak bakar lagi ( tak penah bakar pon.. beli je biasanya dkt gerai lemang No. 13)
4. Ketupat tak rebus lagi ( Nasi impit jer.. itu pon tak impit lagie..oppss rebus pon belom kott~)
5. Duit raya tak masuk sampul lagi
6. Langsir tak tukar lagi
7. Cushion pun tak tukar lagi
8. Kueh raya tak salin dalam balang lagi

Pergh! Busy gile!!

Anyway, saya di sini ingin menyusun jari memohon kemaafan atak segala khilaf dan tersasul tutur kata yang sengaja mahupun tidak di sengajakan.

Di harap, kita dapat meyambut Syawal kali ini dengan keberkatan, dan kemeriahan di dalam kesederhanaan.

Sebulan nafsu telah ku didik. Harapnye dapat la jadi benteng melawan hasutan2 bisa selepas ini.
hehe (^_^!) . Agak2 iman dah lemau, rajen2 kan la diri buat puasa 6.

haha;D

Ahlan Wasahlan Ya Syawal!

Kuasa ekspresi

Hari nie 1st time aku jadi proxy fiza to evaluate budak praktikal tempat aku keje buat dia punya presentation depan lecturer dia. (peh! berbelit!)

Aci buat muke garang Kublai Khan tadi.
Kecut budak tue. Haha.
Aku tanya soalan petala kelapan sket dah huru hara.
Padahal semalam dah praktis.

Gile la kuasa ekspresi !

Countdown raye

today is friday
maknenya dah sepuloh hari puasa!!
What!!
Antara tanda2 kecil kiamat : Masa seakan pendek.

O mann.. aku ibadah for the first 10 days masih lagie berada dalam gear 2..
cet!!

ayoh! accelerate. Kita dah nak sampai penghujung Ramadhan!!

Hari nie nak buke ape huh?

Hari nie bole la bernafas sikit..
semalam dengan kelmarin tak henti2 pergi buat visit
esok pergi kemuning pulak buat spotmap verification..
hopefully ade la tag2 tu for my reference.
tak de la aku balek in vain..

Jadi efficient ni kenkadang tak bes gak kan??
(ceh! ape hal pulak nie)
aku sort of tak de keje hari nie.. sebabnya..
bile aku schedule kan keje aku..
aku lupe nak fill-up kan keje untok hari nie..
well, sebenarnye aku ade la a few report nak buat, but the thing is
aku dah siap semalam
dang!!
apehal la semalam terlebey rajen
padah hari nie ..
heh!

ke? ko mmg under-efficient..
ko sendiri yang tataw nak buat keje ape..
org laen aku tgk sebok jer..
itu la pasal..
tapi aku tak paham gak sebenarnye ape yg diorg buat..
aku tgk macam keje2 rutin jer..
keje yang mcm key-in data (yang nie mmg aku tahu everlasting job.. mmg tak penah habes)
fiza tgh bace journal ( sebab die mmg tgh on research sekarang)
touch-up spotmap ( job nie aku mmg dah pencen lame dah..aku sub kat staff aku..hehe)
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hari nie nak buke ape huh??

Yourself - Transfer

"This is to advice that effective from 1st September 2010, you will be trasferred to R&D Biotechnology, Biotech - Research at R&D Banting as Executive . You will report to Vice President II, Mustafa Kamal Mohamed who will brief you of your duties and responsibilities.

Except for above, your current other terms and conditon of servise remain unchanged"

Dah dapat surat transfer.

Good bye Lukut yang superbest!

Banting. here i come!! We got alot of catching up to do..~~

Huhu~~

INCEPTION equals to Genius

Korang dah tgk??
kalo belom tgk.. abaikan ape aku nak menceceh dalam nie..sebab korg akan konfius nanti..
hehe..

Well, aku da tgk cite nie quite days back..
aku tgk cte nie sebab iklan de cam best, so as to say, im in total clueless while watching this.
but then again, of coz i have some expectation ( bcoz iklan de cam best as i mentioned)

upon exiting the door after watching this genius piece..
the first sentence uttered to my buddies is I'm definitely going to watch this thing again!
my feelings after watching tis is overwhelming..aku macam tak pernah tgk cite macam nie..
i felt like it is not direct-comprehension movie .

the basic fondation of this movie is complex and mind-blowing
and i got the feeling that i havent got a clear cut of the story like for eg, in the end why is the totem doesnt stop spinning? why do Mal consistantly want to kill Cobb's ?
And in frustration i got nobody to talk to..~~

Until when i read Inception review made by this Obefiend and in some how he got the point and help me to make it clear a bit.. all this while i'm missing the big picture ; We are in Cobb's dream..

Thanks dude!

Obefiend ini ada jugak recommend a couple of movie directed by the same director i.e Christopher Nolan which are Memento and The Prestige..the concept is the same..
So, think after this nak geledah Speedy cari movie nie ade tak..concept macam nie mcm genius dan creative..way better than Avatar aku rase..

OK, enuf said.

Selamat berbuka!!

Satu Ramadhan!

Semalam ayah ibu ngn nisa datang buka puasa dekat Lukut.

"Ayah saje nak bukak 1st puasa dengan anak dia" kata ibu

Terharu aku.

SELAMAT DATANG RAMADHAN!

Forth of August

I miss my UM buddies. Period. Yesterday i took 2 days off to spend time with my dearest hajar fyrus kema and yanti. Its actually yanti's Master convocation i were supposed to attend, on behalf of her parents. However, since her BF were also attending the ceremony, then i choose to go hv a chillax with some other-good-old-friends, instead.

Gosh, i never expect i missed them THAT much. Jumpa sejam dua tak cukup untuk mengubat rindu di hati. Cewah! but like i said, i do missed them much.

We have some updates, but most of our time just listening to each other like old time sake. Something ive been missing almost a year, now.

They are the kind of frinds most people wished to have. The one your turn to whenever you hit the wall. The one who always around whenever you wish to have your laugh-out-loud with their cold-hearted jokes after drenching in your own saltwater. Supportive and never felt threathened by your presence. The one who will always be there and be happy for you no matter what. The one worth to trust with your life.

Yes, we have our tides. We argued alot. Sometimes we do hurt each others feeling . But as what poeple always convey; friends never say sorry or thank you, and that what mend us through-out the years.

And it had been 6 years now, we are apart by time and dreams but still the sparks of our friendship still illuminate and evident.

There, i said it.

postscript part I

This post shud be posted on the 4th of August, but due to my unreasonable work hecticness, only now i got the chance. Not that the date have some kind of meaningful insignia or what not, it is just i want to mark one of my happy day made only by my friends presence

postscript part II
u guys!! melihat kehadapan untuk bertemu lagie! thanks for yesteryears (and of coz yesterdays!)

Peristiwa lapar di dalam ofis yang sejuk.

aku adjust aircond temperature indicator to 24 degree ..
office sejuk sgt la hari nie..
dah try increase kan temperature tapi still sejuk lagie..
kalu increase further, later colleagues complaint panas pulak..

bile sejuk, badan automatik kerja lebey to sustain the internal body temperature..
resulting?
aku lapar tahap dewa da nie..
tadi tak lunch, sebab breakfast tak henggat ambil kuehteaw dgn ayam plus neslo ais kaww..
sekarang perut mengerempet mintak di isi.
kismis atas meja dah habes sejak 24jam yang lalu.
orang makan kismis 7 butir
ko makan macam makan nasi. padan muka!
free2 stok habes.

air mineral atas meja aku dah tegok dekat setengah botol dah..
ingt nak tahan lapar..
lagi lapar ade la..
mak aih~~
karang ade yg absconded ikot pintu belakang pegi halim makan rojak nie..

perut bunyi lagie..

"Wani, jom pegi makan" Dalila ajak.

"jom!"

Rembat beg duit dgn fon.

Teros angkat kaki.

Tak pandang belakang dah.

Terbayang rojak halim. Kecur liur.

24

aku ade 3 perkara berkaitan 24 pada hari ini.

Pertama

i have 24 posts still in draft..bila ntah aku nk publishkan..content tak hardcore sgt.

ok. membebel.

Kedua

umur aku 24 tahun.

Ketiga

tarikh hari ini adalah 24 June 2010

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ade kaitan takk??

haha ;D

ratusSatu

shoot!

aku terlepas meraikan post aku yang

Ke-satu-ratus

ni post yang ke 101.

postscript:

monologue 1: But hey, what with the celebration,anyway?

monologue 2: Gee, i d0nt know.. sigh~~

monologue 1:Boy, u really need major self-adjustment, babe!

Upgraded

or shud i say up-burden-ed?

my company came-out with new structure in field operation resulting in the biotech officer/s who is/are before have specific job of their own would now responsible in regional basis.

Like before we're only responsible to a particular field scope. For instance, if the biotech officer is only assigned to be responsible for planting , he or she would only managing the planting of the ramets in the estate only.

But, like now, when you are reponsible in regional basis, you will be responsible to all the activities and programme that involve or concerning your region, right from delivery of the ramets from prenursery to your nursery up to planting of the ramets in estate field/s , census-ing and field visit.

Pergh! Banyak gila kerja. Dah macam Asst. Manager estate.

But, well, look at the bright side, u'll be learning more kan? You not only know how to grow oil palm but also the physiological and morpholigical of your tissue-cultured oil palm babies in the field. it is a good idea, afterall. Apart from this will upgrade your knowledge on oil palm field management , it's also for self-developement, ape? so, ko bukan sahaja macam AM tapi better sebab macam scientist plus planter.

hoho.

I'll be taking care of Malacca and N9. 6 Estates, that's 961.05Ha to be exact.So, there will be one Biotect Unit office stationed in an estate ( xdecide lagi nk pilih estate mana nak letak office) to cover both region. But only my staff will be stationed to that particular region. My office is still in Banting ( oh ya! i'll be tranfered to Banting, soon..sob..sob..sedey..i had just fall for Lukut).

Well, good luck to the new Regional Biotech Officer,then!

(^_^)v

post-script:

"What seems to us as bitter trials are often blessings in disguise"

i'm counting my blessings. ;D

Yasmin Ahmad

Semalam, tgk Muallaf . Tetibe rindu nk baca blog Yasmin Ahmad.

"Bila aku rindu, aku buka blog kamu"

Despite, watever people say about her and her movies, wat matters the most is to understand what her intention is.

What is the message behind.

Though, how she potrayed it sometimes, questionable and controversial, and some of them i din't go along as well, but that should not overshadow what she's trying to say. Her works are vindicated as it is full with social critics that is sooo true. Thus, read the big picture, people. The big picture.

and i do think she is a good Muslim, afterall.

ps: "....to the point of being annoying, especially to people who think that being cynical and cold is cool.." - Yasmin Ahmad - You know wat Kak Min, im with you on this .

pps: Aku tgk Muallaf dengan Tafsir Quran dekat tangan. Kak Min pesan macam tu sebab banyak scene Rohana suka quote numbers from ayat-ayat AlQuran.

AlFatihah.

Allah Maha Besar.

Aku suka lihat langit. jauhhhhh sangat.
aku selalu cuba gapai.
of course la tak sampai.
haha.
tapi aku tetap suka lihat ke langit.
luasnye Subhanallah. Mashaallah. Agungnya Allah.
kemudian aku akan baring atas rumput menghadap langit.
membayangkan. langit ni ada banyak lapisan.
Lepas itu kita akan sampai ke ruang angkasa lepas (read:space)
Dekat space ade banyak2 planet dan ade banyak bintang.
Banyak2 sgt. bumi kecik if in comparison dekat galaksi Bimasakti.
gila ah. keciknye manusia. Kecik sgt. macam bacteria jer kot.
so, kalo camtu. camne nk compare bacteria dalam galaksi bimasakti?
Subhanallah. Mashaallah.
Besarnya ALLAH.

I always do.

semalam aku ambil EL
ada hal dgn org bank
aku pg ngn mak ngn pak aku

bile pak aku hantar aku balek rumah sewa aku
aku pesan dkt mak aku
minggu ni aku tak balek sebab nak cari rumah sewa dkt banting

pastu mak aku kate "Alaa.."
pak aku tanye, " Kenapa 'Alaa' kalau anak tak boleh balek? Kan every week die balek?"
mak aku muncung dan ckp "Rindu."

haha;D

I miss you too, mom.
I always do.

Escalator

onward and upward.











think, im going to live like that. onward and upward. no matter what.

My obsession? pheww~~ Enough said!

Salam, earthingers~~!!

Again, here goes my obsession!

I've just finish reading Cinta di rumah Hasan Al Banna, yesterday.

just now i'm thru reading twentist girls. how is tat so? i practically have 20s girl in the pdf form in my external harddisc. So, technically , i had already read half a book before i decided to purchase one of my own which eventually i hv it in my hand yesterday. and just now right after balek dari kerja saya teros terkam buku dan baca sampai habis . hehe (!^_^)v

now, im grapping the Lovely Bone. pon baru beli semalam sekali beli dgn 20s girls. and i'm on it, now! haha;D

postscript: 3 books in two days?? gosh, u must 'be starving to death'

Stop, already !!

You do know that talking ill behind people's back doesnt make you look good pun kan?

You do know that, rite??

so, stop the hell out of it!!!

im done listening to you.

you polluting my air.

so, go away!

shoosh!!

Postscript; ari nie birthday Agong, korang bagi die birthday present ape huh?

Masjid Tanah panas hari nie..

bahang sket rs kedai pak aku nie..

tapi cam bese la..

aku bukan kesah pun kalo da immersed dalam tenet..

peluh2.. aku kuatkan kipas dinding yg tak brape da nak kuat..

da tua agakny usia kipas nie..

putaran tak selaju dulu..

life like tat huh? nothng to be wondered about..

naseb ade gak angin2 segar dari pintu belakang kedai..

kurang sket bahangnye..

baru seminggu masuk june, aku da kne outstationed..

kenkadang aku fikir gak..

kalo aku kawen nnt gimana??

sebulan, dua minggu jer dok rumah..

tak hamun ke nnt laki aku??

hee ( !^_^)v

neway, 1st june aritu birthday my mom..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUAN RISWATI ;)

the nex day, my lil sis punye beday plak..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST ICHA! ;D

unfortunately, i din get em' anythng for birthday..

later kott~~

ari tu jer ade ayah blanje makan luar..

malam senin tu aku balek umah kejap..

esok pagi2 around 7am da shoot p lukut sebab around 9am akn pegi visit estate dkt kuala selangor..

hectic u may say? im kinda used to it already..

these few days, people were shock by the attcked of the zionist towards the misi bantuan gaza kan?

and it seems like Muslims round the world are ranting and bashing the israel for bombing, hijacking and killing few Turkish people on the mission.. its outrages, ludicrous and the zionist are deliberately crossing the line..

before this, i tod the israel's attacks on the Muslims country were for the oil..

after watching The Arrival, its kinda enlightened me a bit.. It is never about the oil.. it is the mission to strengthen the Israelis crusade.. even the 9/11 is all about the black underground brotherhood they've hold centuries ago..

The arrival, does gv me a really big gobsmacked and i hate em evn more, i just cant stand just to see even the Starbuck's logo anywhere!

semoga Allah selamatkan sukarelawan2 kita dan para muslimin lain. jika mati, doakanlah agar mereka dapat syahid inshaAllah..

for my mom and ichatam: Allah selamatkan kamu, Allah selamatkan kamu, Allah selamatkan ibu dan nisa, Allah selamatkan kamu~~ Semoga sentiasa berada di bwh rahmat dan lindungan Allah..inshaAllah~~

postscript; ari nie birthday agong, korang bagi die birthday present ape huh?

Sebal

Geram rasenye dengan perangai sesetengah assistant manager
yang suke rase org2 R&D remeh..

like.. i know la u guys yg fund our project and all
but, hello~~!!
( its not like, they gv us the money literally, but the estate people yg buat duet kan by selling their fruit bunches and bagi kaya itu Plantation division in sime darby.. we in the R&D team.. hanya minta duet saje.. " Nak duet, nak buat research".. camtu la lebey kurang (^_^)v)

doesnt mean u have the say to look down on us..
we're trying to get YOU better yield kott~~
we're trying to get you better bonus..
better increment..

so what , if along the way we make mistake or take a wrong turn..
its R&D for God sake!
harus la ade part kami tersilap perhitungan..
its experiment anyway.. what do you expect!

ps: sorry eh?? lame tak blogging.. sekali blogging ranting plak memanjang
patutnye kongsi ilmu yang bermanfaat..

moral of story: S0metimes we dont really need to make a bonding with whoever we work with. Meet the people. Get done with it. Say good bye.

My family in Lukut

Fizah, Dela, Wani

Gambar was taken during firedrill, haha;D x decent lansung

Kitorg tinggal satu umah

Duduk satu ofis,

naik satu kete,

Keje same2,

makan same2,

tgk wyg same2,

jalan2 same2,

bercuti same2,

tido same2,

gelak same2,

gaduh same2,

nanges same2..

kitorg mmg rapat, sebab kitorg just have each other kat sini.

ps: actually kitorg ade colleagues yg laen2 gak.. tapi diorg da kawen, so tak kire..

My sactuary

On weekdays..

i spent 8 to 10 hours of my life

here..

Here is where i wud console my grief, or cheers with my colleagues.
or pretending to be bz when i know my boss is around
or be practically literally busy when suddenly i realized due dates is coming
huhu~~

Kitab2 kelapa sawit dan ladang-ladangan

Giraffe to beli time jalan2 kat zo0 melaka, the flower pot with fake flower itu juge..;)

gambar pakai tudong merah tu , time jadi MC for my company's annual dinner..

and tis is all are my sactuary

Grinning

aku lupe nk bgtaw..

alhmdulilah..
i'd been absorb by sime darby..
i'd be the official exec for exactly a week, now
hee..;))

designation: Biotechnologist.. wuhu~!
description: handling clonal trial plot in estate field

basically im a field biotechnologist..

haha;D

syukur2..

Been there, done that!

sekarang ni cam musim2 nk xm kat u..

adek aku da final yr..
mengomel.. tak dpt focus study sbb las minute la nk anta assgment..
ade quiz semendang..
thesis nk siapkan and submit..

aku senyum jer..
and wish

"good luck!"

I wont give up.. promise!

Nikmat mane lagi yang perlu aku dustakan?

Aku dok kat lukut , n9 sekarang..
lukut is situated between seremban and PD
kalo ikut jalan highway lame PD-seremban
sure lalu lukut..
sure lalu depan kawasan perumahan aku
BANDAR SPRINGHILL..
kalo belok kanan 15 minit dah nampak pantai..
kalo belok kiri 20 minit dah nampak bandar..
so, kalo nak leisure2 dgr bunyi ombak..turun PD
kalo nak shopping2 naik seremban..
bes kann??

nikmat mane lg yang perlu aku dustakan?

sewa rumah murah plak tu..
living with off headed hommies..
savouring my life now without city-hecticeness..
bes bes;))

tetibe aku teringat..
dulu mase belajar kat UM..
hostel aku dekat dgn highway Kerinchi Link
every day jam..
dari pukol 6 sampai pukol 8.
semendang tak bergerak mobil2 tu..
i once wished..
aku tak nk keje kat KL..
i guess my wish had been granted..
;))

nikmat mane lagi yang perlu aku dustakan?

aku dulu blaja majoring in biotech..
but seriously
i hate benchwork.. lagi2 molecular..
lagi suck gile.
kalo aku buat lab tu..
for the sake of nak tahu camne nak buat jer
once da terer.. aku biar jer teammate continue..
busuk kan?
tapi serious tak minat.. i hardly can see myself in lab one day..
aku pelik gile dgn diri aku , aku paksa diri aku suke lab..
so, i end up liking tissue culture and stem cell..
so,i decide nak buat any of these two mende nie for my life..
but, i once wish i cud have a job tat i can do travelling alot..
like alot-alot..
aku pernah wish.. kalo ade la akta stewardess boleh pakai jubah
aku nak jer apply..
sebab macam bes jalan2 dan kerja..
guess what?
kerja aku sekarang as field apprentice, requires me to travel alot..
like alot-alot..dan aku handle oil palm tat had been grown from tissue culture, the difference is, i monitored their progress in field stage..
tissue culture dapat.. jalan2 pun dapat..
bes kann??
so..i guess my wish had been granted..

nikmat mane lagi yang perlu aku dustakan?

Alhamdulilah..
Semoga aku menjadi hambaNYa yang sentiasa bersyukur..
SesungguhNya benar Allah itu sebaik-baik Perancang..
Yang penting.. kita mintak la dengan Allah..

tahu takk..
Kuasa sesebuah doa itu boleh mengubah takdirNya
dahsyat kann??

P.E.N.A.N.T.I.A.N

itu satu penyeksaan..

ubatnya..

SOLAT & SABAR

-pen-off

dunia ini kecil bangat! pusing2 situ jua.. pusing2 itu jua

aku ade suke layan satu handoff-kinda-leisure blog..
i had it with me since like hurm.. 2 years ago kott..
so, aku follow la ever since (not literally.. but u noe wat i mean)

suddenly satu hari
the owner restrict kan access to her blog..
so, aku da tak bace la blognyer
ever since..

then kann..
malam tadi i was busy browsing around my FB
klik sane sini tgk perkembangan and pengucupan kawan2 yang lama tak tahu cerita..
bukak la info diorg sume just for the sake to noe
wer are they now..
you know..kinda stuff..

suddenly..
bukak la tis member punye page
i knew her back there
when i had the Sime Darby training kat palace like 6 months ago..

then..
aku terkezzuutt gila!

kawan aku ni adalah owner blog itu kott...
i was a fan of my friend
haha;D

funnilicious-shocking gila !

ps: aku mahu link itu journal.. tapi like i said b4 de da private kann..
so cam no point..
tapi kalo kamu teringin mahu baca..
beritahu saya..

You are not alone

i read this from somewhere..
cant remember,tho.. think at tat tyme i was just wondering around google..
or maybe its from iluvislam..

nehow. tak kesah la..
i just wanna share..

sory plagiarize ..hehe;D

ALLAH akan terus memerhati
Setiap gerak gerimu
Setiap pekerjaan yang kamu kerjakan melebihi diriNya
Dan bagaimana kamu sandarkan cintamu pada
manusia yang belum halal bagimu
ALLAH tetap ada di situ
Walaupun kamu melupakanNya
ALLAH tak akan pernah meninggalkanmu
ALLAH akan terus memerhati

Tenang kan hati bila tahu ALLAH's 'eyes' is on us 24/7..
ALLAH jaga kita walau di mana kita berada..
ALLAH itu ada..
ALLAH itu dekat..
You're NEVER alone, my dear..
never!
For He is with you..
twentyfour seven

Bercakap soal rezeki.

"Alaa.. tak ade rezeki.."

aku selalu ckp macam ni , kalo ade org mengadu kat aku begitu begini..

tapi bile aku kne sendiri..

payahnye nak telan..

bile takdir tak menyebelahi kita.. kita sellau rasenye keciwe..

otak selalu dah fikir consequences yang bukan2..

mule rase, diri tak layak, tak gune..

pada hal belom jadi ape2 pon..

mungkin Allah nk uji je.. Allah bg later yang better..

kan ke org pernah kate,

Allah akan memakbulkan doa hambaNya.

Samada, Allah makbulkan terus, atau Allah kemudian atau Allah bagi yang better.

kadang2 ape yang kita rasa bagus untuk kita, sebenarnye bukan itu yang kita perlukan.

" Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; 2:216"

Setiap kejadian itu ada hikmahnya.

Dan jangan risau pasal rezeki.

Allah yang hantar kita ke bumi, so mesti Allah ada sediakan rezeki untuk setiap hambaNya.

Kalau rezeki kita, rezeki kita jugak..

Kalau bukan rezeki kita, dah genggam pun boleh terlepas.

Allah sedang menguji keimanan kamu

Aku fail jpj test..

"Bese la, wani..." kata kamu.

Tak. tak bese..

kalo lesen tu aku amek saje2, aku takkan kesah..

yang sedey nye.. kalo aku tak ade lesen.. aku tak bleh nk confirm sime darby..

aku sedey sgt.. sebab aku sssaaaanngggaaattt suke kerja kat situ...

hurmm..

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Wani macam nie..
Allah tak nak kamu bergantung kepada yang lain selain dariNya
Rezeki kamu Allah yang tentukan
bukna lesen..
kamu dapat simedarby atau tak dapat
bukan sebab lesen
tapi sebab rezeki kamu..
faham??

Allah tahu kamu tak bersedia lagi nak drive
sebab itu Allah failkan..
Allah tahan lesen kamu..
Allah mahu kamu ade lesen..yang aku bole rely the whole of ur life..

Allah mahu kamu tahu bahawa Allah yang member rezeki..
bukan pegawai jpj tu..
wani, faham kann??

Berpegang teguh kepada Allah Wani..
Sebab itu Allah gagalkan engkau pada saat2 akhir..
Jangan putus asa wani
the day u gv up, is the actual day kamu gagal..

Cuba sekali lagi..

dan kali ini bertawakal kepada Allah

wallahu a'alam..

Fahamilah, Tuhan itu Maha Penyayang.

aku sedey..

aku rase cm kosong..

faktanya..

mmg aku rase kosong..

aku da lame tinggal usrah..

puas aku cube tarbiyyah diri..

tapi input tak same kalo ade daurah..

puas aku bc buku.. bc entry , bc artikel..

ttp tak same kalo berusrah..

kat sini.. aku tatau nk cari siape.. nk borak dengan sape..

sedey..

takade org nk ingatkan..

aku takut kalo aku jauh dari rahmat Allah..

Na'uzubillah..

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Tapi hari nie.. cam ade mende bes nk kongsi..

dalam Diari aku ade byk artikel tahu..

and one of my favourite , sound like this:

6 perkara ALLAH SWT sembunyikan

1. ALLAH elah sembunyikan redha-Nya dalam taat

2. ALLAH telah sembunyikan murka-Nya dalam maksiat

3. ALLAH telah sembunyikan nama-Nya yang Maha Agung dalam AL-Quran

4. ALLAH telah sembunyikan Lailatul Qadar dalam Ramadhan

5. ALLAH telah sembunyikan solat paling utama di dalam solat yang 5 waktu

6. ALLAH telah sembunyikan tarikh jadinya hari Kiamat dalam semua hari.

menarik kan??

kita tak dapat bayangkan betapa Redhanya Allah kat kite bile kite taat padaNya.

ade satu cite nih..(lebeh kurang maksud) :

Setelah ALLAH selesai menciptakan Jibril dgn btk yang cantik , Jibril telah berdiri serta solat dua rakaat kerana bersyukur kepada Allah dan tiap2 rakkaat itu lamanya 20,000 tahun .
Setelah selesai jibril solat, maka ALLAH berfirman yang bermaksud

" Waha Jibril, kamu telah menyembah-ku dengan ibadah mu yang bersungguh-sungguh, dan tidak ada seorang pun yang menyembah kepadaKu seperti ibadah kamu, akan tetapi di akhir zaman nanti akan datang seorang nabi yang mulia dan yang paling aku cintai, namanya Muhammad. Dia mempunyai umat yang lemah dan sentiasa berdosa, sekiranya mereka itu mengerjakan solat dua rakaat yang hanya sebentar sahaja, dan mereka dalam keadaan lupa serta serba kekurangan, fikiran mereka melayang dan dosa mereka pun besar. Maka demi kemuliaan-Ku dan ketinggian-Ku, sesungguhnya solat mereka itu aku lebih sukai dari solatmu itu. Kerana mereka mengerjakan solat itu atas perintahku, sedangkan kamu mengerjakan solat itu bukan atas perintah-Ku"

nampak takk??

Allah memang sangat sayang kepada umat Nabi Muhammad.

sangat2 sayang..

Allah memang sangat sayang makhlukNya yang bernama MANUSIA nie..

kalo tak, ALLLAH tak back-up Manusia depan Malaikat..

sesungguhnya dan sesungguhnya KASIH SAYANG dan RAHMAT ALLAH itu besar..

mengertilah..

dan ALLAH tak pinta apa2 pon dari kita melainkan buat ape yang ALLAH suruh . Itu saje..

Fahamlah.. kalu sesuatu mende itu ALLAH suruh.. ALLAH akan permudahkan baginya jalan..

Contohnya, bila ALLAH suruh solat.. ALLAH bg macam2 ruksah dan kemudahan bile sakit ke, musafir ke, ALLAH permudahkan sebab ALLAH betul2 nk kita buat perintahNya.

dan kalo ALLAH larang.. ALLAH susahkan jalanya..

Contohnya, Allah kata zina itu berdosa . ALLAH narrow kan lagi scopenya.. ALLAH kate

"Janganlah kamu mendekati zina"

Dekat pun tak boleh..

Siap ALLAH pesan

" Wahai lelaki2 yang beriman , jagalah pandangan kamu, jagalah kemaluan kamu "

ALLAH pesan lagi

"Wahai perempuan2 beriman, jagalah pandangan kamu, jagalah kemaluan kamu"

Betape tegasnya Allah, siap pesan kat both man and woman..

Fahamlah dan bersangka baiklah dengan ALLAH..

Sesungguhnya ALLAH hanya mahu menjaga kita supaya kita dapat jadi hambaNya yang menjadi ahli Syurga di suatu hari yang kekal nanti.

-Wallahu a'lam-