The story of the chaotically hectic , House of 27!

Gotcha! ill know u’ll be reading this !! korang memang sebok taw! Sengaje jer nak bc segment2 aku nak mintak ampon kat korg. Evntho aku dah bg kad raye, tapi tah camne I feel like nak blog-kan jugak.. cam invoice la.. nnt resit yg meyatakan korg ampunkan aku tuh, aku claim later.. keh?

So, for this entry, its specially dedicated to my dearest the 13 angel of rumah nombor 27, jalan pantai murni 3.. okeh? ! Korang, SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF LUAR DAN DALAM..zahir dan batin.. batin dan haq!

Sebok!

Berdiri di belakang (l tp r )

Is the Pet scholar anak cina mata sepet cik Nodo Nordin, - Nods, sorry untuk segala tindak-tanduk , tindakan sy yg tidak bertanduk okey?! Tiada niat jahat cuma sekadar bayangan gurauan. Thanx kerana memperkenalkan sy dengan one tree hill, we shared it together eh?! Ko da kaye nt, dapat bonus 10 bulan from Pet ko jgn abaikan nafkah ko kt akue keh?! ;D pastu kalo ko dpt jd bini menteri (oppss~!), sponsor aku pg haji eh?! Haha;D

The mata besar bulu mate lentik nak mampos, the bos of the house, Cik Iejah Azizah – Oh, Jijah ! anda dan sy mempunyai kegemarna yg sama, dan kita baru menyedarinya 2 hari yg lalu. Well, better late dan never.. nt aku bwk lg buku harun yahya ntok ko.. nt ko cte lg pasal Ustaz Asri tu yerk.. ! ps: oktaf level gelak ketawa kite p0wn da same aku rs.. dan bole kasi gegar satu hill park tuh! Haha;)

The one and only Mek Klate yg vogue , cik Ismiha Is Ibrahim– huk-oloh mek, aku nih do gheti nak goyak banyok2 dale bahso klate nih, mu suko dok bg ke? Mu suko ghoyak aku kecek mace sie.. naseb mu saing aku,. Mako today, hee.. I don’t undertang la.. today, aku nak ghoyak selamat hari rayo kat mu, map deh?! Ps: Mek, mu cari la cto Yamapi yg baru tuh, later kita tgk same2, deh?!

Disebelahnya Cik Taqi taqinoat Taqinah Kinah, the high cheek bone parit buntaq taiko. awat, cheq?! Apa dok tak kena la ni? Heish.. loklaq la hang nie.. aku habaq mai kemarin hang dok ketegak..haa..la ni lagu mana? Lagu raya dah tak boleh putaq lagi la ni ..sat g masuk parit buntaq pulak! La ni, cik oii.. aku habaq mai..aku nak mtk map la eh ataih apa yg telanjuq.. tp sumpah kita tak penah telanjuq apa kan kinah kan? Haha;D sayang hang kinah..!

Then cik Reha khairani, orang ke Tiga Belas.. ( anda yg mengaku ya?!) .Rey.. atau Mas-Nor-Reyha.. atau nama samaran ketika menyamar jd gf james bond, reha khairina.. saya phm perasaan manjadi insan ke-13 yg insane.. sgt istimewa.. ko kn adik bongsu kami secara practical dan literally-nya.. standard la adik bungsu kena buli..ye dok?! Ape kes akak2 sulung seperti aku, ana, kinah ngn nodo kena buli.. nanti kena black-list ooo dgn persatuan along2 seDunia.. tak boley..tak boley ..!

The emotional drama queen of the year, tht hv always make my day , Cik Sulaim Sulaimah Aqbaa – wp0wn aku ngn reha da request 7 kali mengenai identity aqbaa.. hingga detik ini kamu masih tidak mahu me-reveal-nya. Sunnguh la kamu ini.. batu besar itu kepala ada duduk. Namun, kerana kamu ratu hatiku, aku nk mintak maap la.. wahai teman tidur di sebelah kananku.. ( readers..plz hv a clean mind okey?!) kot2 la aku ade tetarik selimut ko dan ko secara tidak sengajenye berada dlm kesejukan di hening subuh dan kau berusaha tarik semula selimut itu namun hampa kerana aku telah mengepitnya dgn kejap di dalam pelukku. Maaf ya?! Len kali aku amek selimut ko, ko amek la selimut aku..ya?!

And the dearest permysury of the house of 27 , me! Cik Shazwani Amalina Sudirman !- well..its a self-explainatory.. the permysury? The queen? Got it? Haha .. lu piker la sendiri..

Ddk di depan ( l to r )

Si panjang dan manja yg gemar memenifestasikan kebungsu-an yg nyata.. , cik Shaffy Fizah . tp mak aih, muka innocent gile dlm ini gambar ! weih, cik kucing! Pengadaptasian nyata dari seekor kucing, cubby, gatal dan manja..but covered with the innocent face.. haha;D anda mmg s0methng la cik kucing.. tho.. u r a nice person.. ya..? mengerti ya? Ini bukan omongan kosong atau ampuan percuma.. cepat belanje aku kfc!

Next to her, is the most unreasonably qualified best actress of the year, my partner in the drama crime field sponsored by the government of official statically heart-less actor. Miss Raihan Yai Yout! Yout, sudah-sudahlah muka innocent dlm photo, anda sungguh sukar untuk ku mengertikan! Gadis with 1001 watak dalaman dan luaran. kamu bagaimana sih?! Capek aku memikirkannya! Anda sungguh luar biasa, kok! Percuma saja aku membahasakan identity mu yg tidak identifik.. perhubungan mutual kita sy harap tidak sekadar behenti di drama2 lakonan kita aja ya?! Mahupun di saat aku menjadi penumpang kehormat motor mu yg wah..asik..sekali ada alarm..ketika mahu ke library! Ampun ya segala! Halal ya gas motor itu!

The back to nature, organic-practice-in living-routine , cik Huda Hud Yusoff..peneman tidurku sebelah kiri ..- koya la ko beb! Kate nk merempit pg amcorp mall cari buku kat excess book tuh.. aku nk xm nih.. ko tu da la keje skunk..ble la gamaknye aku nk merempit ngn ko lg nih.. tp blek raye ari tuh, aku ad bwk buku sophie kinsela tue just for you..nt mtk eh? Hari tu lupe plak nak bgtaw.. ps: beb, im glad u’re not moving nex sem.. nt x la ilang pengacau tdo aku.. ala aku taw ko ske kacau aku tyme aku tdo..aku je mls nk layan..haha..gotcha!

House of 27 domestic Goddes.. the sulung of the akak2 sulung in the house, Cik Syazana Ana - Ko mmg Dewi la Ana.. ko nih da nearly perfect taw.. pandai masak..pandai kemas rumah..pandai jaga kitorg.. tue yg jadiknye birthday ko 3 kali sambut tuh.. dapat tak ko rase kasih-sayang kitorg nih sampai kat ko.. wahai emak kepada upin dan ipin dan supplier cte kekasihku seru?! Dapat tak?! Itu la ana.. nt bile ko da berumur lanjut dari 22 tahun dan kalau ko pg mane2 dan kau rase da bayu menyapa lembut bahu kau.. itulah hembusan kasih syg kitorg..haha’D chiky ke corny..haha;D

Akak muke ketat with deadly- serious don’t-mess-with-me-face..the Sabahan hot to go , Cik Yanti Yan Taty- Kenak kitak?! Kamik sik faham kitak nie..Oppss..sory..tu saghawak..ko gk yg ajr.. napa ko bah?! Makan sudah, ko? Aku okey jak sini.. ceh~~ sajer jer nak test skill speaking sabah kat sini.. hey..i know la tis girl..yg cold heartless muke sombong what-do-i-care nih.. mne de cold.. die sgt warm and friendly and nice once u know her.. kite da kenal lame kan yan kan? Ko oke jak bah.. persetan ape org laen mau kata.. sorry for everything ya?! And thanx for the care and concern..Sayang kamu!

Duduk sedikit depan

Last but not least, the super duper dedicated financial guardant of 27 and the queen of concern the bongsu-way, Cik Wan Sab Sal- Weih, wan.. sewa bulan nih kasi aku discount 50% keh..? coz I am about to mengampu ko tahap petala ke lapan nih..hingga ko sebgi pure math student p0wn akan gagal untuk membuat perbezaan ke atasnya. Here goes.. Cik wan yg aku kenal nih.. memanglah sgt manja sebenrnya—( remember wan tatkala kes cik U masuk ke istana kita? Hehe..<- gelak jahat).. dan sebenarnya dia nih buka ske nag.. tp concern n curiuos..tu jer kan wan kan? Apa la depa nie.. pastu wan pandai buat kuih raye.. biskut de sedap and crunchy..! pandai jahit baju kurung… pandai drive.. pendek kate dah qualified enough lah! Iyo tak wan oii..esok ekau balek kampong ko kat soromban tuh, ko bawakan ese buah rombutan lagi yo..?! maap yo wan yo ataih segalo salah silap telambat baya sewo..yo? yo? yo? :D

Well, whatever it is.. honestly stating here, that aku seronok satu rumah ngn korg sume.. kepala otak sume boley layan. Hopefully kita dapat la sambong kontrak rumah tuh ek and sambong balek ke-best-an idop bersama for the next 6 months.. love u guys, cheer and chill! And may Allah bless u guys, my dear thirteen angels : Nodo, ijah, is, kinah, reha , su, fiza, yai , huda, ana , yanti and wan !

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Mengapa begitu?!

Anda sungguh hebat di mata saya wahai harun yahya.. bijak!

How can I say tis..

Juz now, aku bru jer habes bace tis book by my fav writer la itu harun yahya whom amazed me so damn much.. ( opss..mind the language..heh;D) .

(ohh.. ps: the book is never plead ignorance by harun yahya)

Then ini mamat telah menulis sesuatu yang biasanya disangkal oleh golongn materialist .. well actually he has always does.. so as to say.. b4 aku berlanjutan dalam menulis what I may think is true.. let me like beri sedikit explaination pasal ini golongan materialist.. mereka adalah golongan pemikir yang beroreantasikan teori bahawa semua benda terjadi secara sendirinya. . menolak sepenuhnya bahawa wujudnya Pencipta yang menciptakan setiap isi langit dan bumi..iaitu ALLAH azza wajalla .

Well , basically they’re all from Charles Darwin side.. u know Charles Darwin kan? Yg bg teori manusia dari beruk itu.. they’re all basically into evolution. Stating that manusia dari beruk , burung dari dinosaurs..all the reptiles are from the fish origin, stating that when the fish da bosan hidup kat laut, mereka menjejak ke bumi dan berevolusi.

With all due respect ..

Don’t you think they all are crapping?! I mean.. crapping yg mengarut gile! Don’t you think? Reptiles dari ikan?

Huh~!

Gila mereka ini..

Now let consider tis for a moment. What happen if one day, fish tetibe da bosan idup kat laut, then they decide to pass onto the land la konon2 mencari rezeki yg laen pula?
Do fish, gradually approaching the coast and reach the sand hv a chance of survival?
The answer is clear..hello?!! they all will soon mati la ayo!

Here are some pts i can thnk off ..( ye ke pikir sendiri..tp boley la..i mean..ade gk la yg rompak dari buku tuh..)

1. Carrying weight – land-dwelliing creature including us as human being us up to 40% of our energy just to carry our body. Whereas sea-dwelling creature hv no prob carrying their weight bcoz of all forces and pressure balancing

2. Retention of heat – land dwelling creature hv bodily mechanism that can withstand great temperature fluctuation, but in sea, temperature change gradually and tak occur witin a wide range

3. Use of water – essential for metabolism. Therefore my dear, the water and moisture need to be use in restriction manner as theres soo limited source of good water on land. For eg skin is designed to permit the loss of water to a certain extent-oso to prevent excessive evaporation. Land creature hv a sense of thirst , s0methng yg ikan xde.. got it? Ikan? Haus?

4. Kidney – to tapis discharges waste . ikan mane ade kidney ooii..! adoyai! There’s plenty of water in the sea la oii.. direct filtration je la..

5. Respiratory system – fish gune insang.. land creature mostly pakai lung.. then how from insang nk evolve jadik lung.. can arr?!

Got it you guys?!! There are more but it’ll definitely later fill up my blogs and entries pjg sangat nanti bosan pula..

For more, just google up for Harun Yahya..

Till then..

Wallahu a’lam..

“they said ‘Glory be to You! We have no knowledge except what You have taught us. You are the All-Knowing, the All-Wise – Surah Albaqarah ; 32)”

Life’s mischievous – The bus ride.

Hi! Its been a while ( maybe a-long-time-ago..a very-very-long time ago) since my last post. Its not that, nothing special had occurred in my precious boisterous life, seriously lots of good stuff had occurred. Like for now, im staying off-campus instead of in-campus like for the past 3 years. And, guess what? I had fun! Tones of them! Basically, here, im surrounded by most of my friends that Ive known for the past 4 years of my stayed. Right down from Pasum till now. There are others that are new to me, though, but they’re all great.

What kinda fun? Well, I cant really explained it. It’s a feel of being more responsible of yourself and try to think like an adult regardless the toughness experience living outside campus and knowing that you need to fight for survival

Fight for survival… sounded tough kan? Cam poyo jer..but seriously, no joke here..

Especially when it come to this little hard task called the adventure of the bus ride , specifically tyme BEREBUT NAK NAIK BAS.. definitely a real life survival task y’know! Especially time nak pg lecture pagi-pagi and time nak balek kelas petang2.. ohh.. you really don’t hv the idea how hard it is.

Well, some people cant see this in a true eye, for basically they don’t really experience it like we do!

Okey, how hard can berebut naik bas be.

Let me drag you in this situation.

Its Ramadan. And I just finish my late evening class at sharp 6 o’clock. The watch now is showing 6.30pm. Means my precious 30 minutes had gone just like that. Dah la makanan berbuka belum beli lagi. Hurm..its sure is menguji kesabaran. Its not that the bus are late or somewhat, but the buses are really filled and packed. Like a packed packed! definitely you have seen one right? So, I’m so not going to kill my self by standing at the edge of the bus just to go home. It’s a big no-no to me, definitely. But to my insanity, im still stuck in the campus , like in the very moment . I AM STILL HERE and the jam is pointing 632pm . Just great! SAYA BELUM BELI MAKANAN BERBUKA LAGI!
The greatest great thing ever!

Few minute later, a bus came by. Oh..thank God! So, hundreds of black and white ( its only a skin deep , people.. no hurts feeling.. plz..) people are standing un-Q-ed, for course like Malaysian always do. Menanti dengan penuh debar. With the feeling of adakah-sy-akan-masuk-atau-saya-terpaksa-tunggu-lagi. Yea! Llike that’s going to happen. I wll, this time make a very sure of my self that I am definitely going to get onto this bus. So, I stand firmly on the side of the bus, where it’s an easy way to get in because, kat tepi org tak ramai. Sometime I do, don’t get it why do people want to stand in the middle, susah weih nak masuk because people for the side will tolak ko ke tepi. Get it? You, guys?

With all the strength left from the Ramadan , and the skilled that hv developed since junior high school , I managed to get in the bus! Yeay!! Tapi tak dapat duduk la..kan? dah dapat naik pun dah syukur. Saya terus bergerak ke belakang, sebab saya tahu ramai lagi yang nak naik. Dan saya tak mahu menjadi seorg yg selfish. Macam saya seorg yang nak naik. Tapi malangnya, org belakang saya tak mahu ke belakang. Hee.. mnarah betul saya. Pentingkan diri betul. Cuba kalau awak ynag berada di luar bus sekarang, ramai lagi. Mesti awak akan marah kan kalau org belakang tak nak pegi belakang. Sebab banyak empty spaces.

“Erm, cik boley tolong pg belakang sikit tak? “

Akhirnya dapat jugak saya ckp.

“kalau awak nak pergi, awak pergi la” seraya itu, dia menginjak sedikit seperti memberi saya ruang untuk berjalan.

I was like, ‘WHAT!!!!!!!’

Mai aih.. tak perlu kowt, takut tak dapat turun.

UN-BELIVEABLE!

Maka saya pun mengijak. Maka dapat la a few people more masuk bus..

Kat situ kite boley belajar satu perkara mengenai hidup, that PEOPLE LIVE FOR THEMSELVES. MANUSIA HIDUP UNTUK DIRI SENDIRI.

True, right? Nobody ever said that hidup itu adil, where u are ought to fight to get in the bus maybe only a crap example, but it magnify the world, kan?

Okey, so now the bus move. Great, right? The bus is moving . Lega skit.. in 10 minutes time sampai la aku kat umah nih.. sempat lagi kalu beli nasi bungkus dekat simpang.Sreronoknya!

After a few yard away from the bust stop tadi.. guess what?

Jalan jam pulak..

Dekat I kilometer gak la panjang de.. Astagfirullah al adzhim..

Memnag menguji ketahanan mental dan fizikal bulan2 pose nih..akhirnya, jam 7 da sepuluh minet jugak la aku sampai rumah. Thank God, one of my housemiey masak.. so bley la tumpang rezeki org..

That is one tiny part of having a bus ride, and it is just one of the part where teach us that life isn’t always a bed of roses. Sometimes you need to do what you need to do to achieve things. Sometimes, in order to do that u sacrifices other people. Your friends, your family sometimes you even have to sacrifices yourself.

An easy example apabila kita dapat tawaran untuk sambong study di tempat yang jauh. Kita korbankan banyak benda kan? Kita korbankan duit mak ayah kita, kita korbankan masa kita bersama keluarga, sebab belajar jauh susah nak balek selalu.. kita korbankan tv ( ini yg paling pyh nih..) , kita korbankan ayam dan kambing ( sebab ade certain2 keluarga, bila anak dapat sambong belajar, diorg buat kenduri kesyukuran) and etc etc ..

Ye..ye saye tau! Contoh di atas tidaklah begitu murni.. tapi memadailah.. saya kira kalian tahu maksud saya bukan..<-- perghh tetiba ckp nak karisma..kan?

Till then..

Apa jasa kita untuk mereka?

for this semester, im taking tis course of Pendidikan kanak-kanak berkeperluan khas.

At first, aku tak lah pikir ape2 sgt.. just take the klas for the sake of to fulfil my complussory couse.. subject luar faculty.. Kalau tak amik tak boley grad pulak nanti..
so as to say..
aku pon pg la kelas tersebut..
bersendirian..
dok sorang2 kat belakang..
everything was fine with me..
until the lecturer came and have her lecture.. that was also fine with me.. until she give the assigment that
we, the student have to form a group..

also fine with me..
so, i just enter a group.. consist of me, pia, dila, ho and zila..
perfect!

so the assg is to go to a place or association that uphold or memperjuangkan nasib kanak2 kurang upaya.. hurm.. basically its not that memperjuangkan lah.. its more to a place to help these poor people to fight for their live , to enable them to berdiri di atas kaki sendiri..

so, we choose to go to SMK Bangsar..
Here , is an arus perdana school that have a special programme for this kinda people..

at my very ist visit..
we just mingle with the student..
i know Taib, Satiya, Aimi, Haiqal , then ariff and Syuhada..
Taib n Satiya are slow learners, Haiqal deaf, Aimi and Syuhada Down syndrom..

At first.. honestly..
aku agak takut dengan diorg especially the DS children.. then look freakingly freak with such distictive faces and the act of reserved and emotionally unstable..

but after mingling.. borak2 sket.. and we prompt them to speak..
be nice..
be a suoper duper cool sister to them instead of being a total ass stranger

they're kinda cute..
and nice..
they're nice people..
diorg..org2 yang manja..
kaalau nak cakap dengan diorg.. kena amik perhatian.. and kalau diorg nak borak dengan kite
diorg akan pastikan kita punye mata adalah memandang mereka..
kita panggil..

"Aimi.."
nanti diorg cakap..
"What ainul.."

kalau korg tgk die cakp time tu..
mmg comel giler!
ahaks..

later.last friday.. aku pg lagi.. tis time diorg ade event..
sambut merdeka..
kitorg join skali..
meriah!
lame da tak sambut macam nie..
lama da rupanye aku tinggal sekolah.. sampai lupa kemeriahan bersekolah..

kitorg 4 org dok kat belakang sekali..
betul2 belakang these special studens..

during the events..
a Down Syndrom, boys acts catch my eyes

He was very bersemangat .. and very responsive to the event compared to all his colleagues..
kejap2 dia kibar bendera..kejap2 kibar bendera..seronok betul dia..
seolah2 dia memang sangat menikmati kemeriahan majlis tersebut macam org sempurna laen..
padahal aku boley bet.. die tak paham ape2 p0n.. dia cuma seronok tgk org laen seronok..

then, during the last event..
we ought to sing some patriotik songs like KeranaMu Malaysia, Jalur Gemilang..
tetibe cam seronok pulak nyanyi nih..
never have i feel tis keseronokan menyanyikan lagu patriotik..
but u konw what..
during the singing..
there's this normal boy.. orr.. nope..not normal arus perdana boy.. ( bcoz, im not sure how normal they're...ahaks!)

aku tak tau ape ynag budak normal nih cakap kat die .. sapmai die menagamuk..
out of sudden.. budak ni marah2..
merah2 muka die..
semua org bergerak jauh dar dia..seolah2 dia akan bunuh org lepas nih..
tehn all of sudden, dia duduk dan..

dia nangis..

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hurm..
nape nak buat dia nangis?
kenapa kita tak boleh bagi die room to have the same feeling as we do?
why couldnt you just leave him alone!
why do you have to hurt his feeling..
he just wanted to have some fun.. that might be he not usually have..
why do you really have to do that?

hee..marah betul aku..
dia nak sambut hari kemerdekaan.. ape salahnye..
yg bagi aku hangin tu.. bdk yg buat die marah tuh..
bknnnyer bagi pot sgt kat event tuh... dengki la tuh bdk tuh suka sambut merdeka..
sunnguh la aku marah.


these people are special people..
hence, they're need special treat , special understanding, special penumpuan.. special learning skills,
they need us, the so-called normal people so that they can believe in themselve..
thjey need to believe that they are welcome in the society..
they're not mean people.. they're nice people..
we are the one who is mean..
we neglect them.. we a bundent them.. we treat them as a second class people..

why should we?
what give us the right to labelled them as a second class people..
what make us first?

ingatlah semua insan di muka bumi ini adalah sama di sisi Allah..
yang membezakan kita semua adalah keimanan a=dan ketaqwaan..

-XOXO,
hugs and kisses..Fi Sabillilah

Ramadan the FORTH

Assalamualaikum..

Selamat menyambut Ramadan !

Semoga Ramadan tahun ini adalah lebih baik bagiku dari Ramadan2 ku yang lepas-lepas..
InsyaALLAH..
Semoga ALLAH memerima amlan kita.. dan semoga seluruh umat islam di dunia khususnya di Malaysia sentiasa di dalam lindungan ALLAH..
Semoga ibu dab ayah saya sentiasa dalam keadaan tenang dan murah rezeki..
Amiin...

Hari ini adalah hari keempat umat islam menyambut Ramadan..
dan aku belom lagi sempat menunaikannya..
biasalah perempuan..
Allah bagi cuti..

tapi moga2 aku dapat sepuluh malam yang terakhir tu..
manalah tahu rezeki aku kali ini..
dapat malam lailatul Qadar..
insyaALLAH..-

be seriuos? i am seriuos..

salam ala'ik..

if u happen to notice..
all my prior blog have been completely rub-bish in term of..
hello! i am a finale year student..
a 22 year old i-am-not- a-girl-not-yet-a-women lady..
so, by tyme goes by.. i have to have my own opinion on things kan?

all my previous blog is just a type of emotionally attached ( as all the ladies always do, attaching emotion on all course)... but the truth is..

hello, i am a 22 years ols not-a-girl-not-yet-a-women type of lady..
so im still learning..and what wrote earlier is a apart of it..
learning.. is experiencing.. and having bad experience is the best teacher to teach you what life is..
life is not always a bed of roses..dont they?

"by tis experiment, i found i way to light a bulb, but i found 1000 ways how not to light it"
- thomas edison

see, how bad experience teaches you..and they are some wisdom word that highlight that , experience means having a failure.. cause thru failure you learn to succeed.. they you go..
am i right or am i right?
ahah!
gotcha!

well, of cause, actually i really need to voice out something really i a way, HARDTALK issues la kan?
i agree in a way.. maybe next blog ill do that.. i search for an issue and we can discussed it together..
any topic will do aite?
heavy issues like poticala stuff that's somehow emerging unrationally unstable nowadays.. oalso we can talk about fiqah , tauhid , sirah and akhlak seriuosly.. and setakat mana pengetahuan la kan?
bukankah ilmu itu perlu dikongsi walaupun hanya sebaris ayat, aite?
history?
can do.. tho xde la hardcore favourite subject back there during school years.. but still without history .. rakyat malaysia akan cepat lupa diri.. Melayu Mudah Lupa.. you know what, some how i find these words are true..

anything..
sometimes, you also can drop the subject and we can discussed it..
always welcome to share your thought with me..

great mind discussed great ideas..dont they?
and we are all great!

well,
till we met again..
may Allah Bless seluruh rakyat Malaysia!

-XOXO
hugs and kisses, Fi Sabilillah..

and at last..it reach its end..

salam..
its me again..
yea..
of coz..
what am i expecting kan..?
haha..silly me..
nothing much to write tho..
suprisingly..coz im a bit of a hardcore in writing stuff
i like to write alot but then am afraid of overtelling it..
it might hurt someone or something..

nway.. reason of blogging.. am to tell u that
ive already submitted my thesis on 12th may 2008..
pheww~~
atlast..the feeling is overwelhming..
haha..
its like u huge gigantic stone that hv been occupying ur shoulder for the past century
have been broken into bit pieces and its over!
but honestly..im bit incontent with the thesis ive been working for the past one yr..
from the very begining of the fieldwork right thru the benchwork..
am not 100 percent-ly puas hati..
bcoz of the fact that, the environment and the colleagues and staff ive been working with are not very satisfying .. make me unhappy while working and doing my job..
one part of it..
plus, maybe.. hurm.. until now.. saya masih tidak puas hati dengan akak ITU..
i still do not noe wat i do wrong..
that i'd been punished unrationally..
so sad taw..and very disappointed..
why la we have this kind of people in tis world..
maybe back to me.. i've already do some like ..melihat ke masa lampau apa yg saya sudah buat
da..ade la.. this one suspected thing.. and i have already mintak maaf..and dia cam dah maafkan saya.. tapi after a week later.. die buat perangai balek..saya kecik hati tau.. kalu saya buat salah..
bagi tahu saya.. saya boleh terima.. dan kalau saya tak boleh terima..beri saya masa..
akhirnya saya akan belajar terima sikit-sikit..sooo...very the misunderstanding and miscomunication problem la we have.. and yet.. id already try to talk to her.. but she just wont listen.. she doesnt even want to see me..
then wat else shud i do..
beg for her forgiveness..
again?
yeay la..kirim salam selamat jalan la kat anda kan..?
anda kecik kan hati sy..zaman bile plak nak mintak maaf.. don think tak u're an adult than the blame is on me totally..
ye la tu..
you wish..!

itu one part of the thingy la yang buat saya tak happy sepnjg membuat thesis..
hardtime you noe..
im in stress most of the tyme..
sket lagi nak schizo..sebab kejap2 pk mane nak settle masalah thesis..
mane nak study for xm.. but still this kinda hectic situation have tod me alot..
like:
1-do not rely on people..they're unreliable most of the tyme..
2-every dugaan..dan when kite tangani than dugaan with full kesabaran.. meminta pertolongan dan berserah kepada Allah.. insya-Allah..akan ade ganjaran dari kesabaran itu..im not intended to riak.. but ALhamdulilah my GPA for this semester is 3.5 alhamdulilah..the first tyme ever i got this good result..usually pointer aku stok lepas 3 sipi2 jer..and pointer itu dikira tidak termasuk grade thesis..kalo thesis saya ade rezeki dapat A.. insya-Allah pointer sy sem ini 3.65.. kalian doakan lah yer....so sy amek ini sebagai ganjaran Allah murahkan rezeki saya sem ini..
3- when u hv like a chaotic schedule .. u just have to focused one thing at a tyme.. and insya-Allah u'll be suprised how gud u r in handling the hectic situation..
i take those thing at the bright site..
;)

so, itulah dia.. perjalanan thesis sy yang panjang.. macam2 berlaku.. puas saya menanges.. puas juga saya tersenyum..
dengan izin Allah..tersubmit jugak thesis bertuah itu..
haha;D
life is an open secret..
treasure it and live with it in the name of ALLAH..
la tahzan inna'Allaha ma'anan..
do not be sad.. for Allah is with u..

finally..its over!

hi..

salam ala'ik to everyone



me again..

of coz.

wat do u expect..



well.

nothning much to sate here..

but this one thing.



finally..my thesis is over..

boley tak ..?

boley tak kalo aku cari artikel pasal pisang bley tak kalo ade?
penat tahu nak kuar masok web
bukannyer bes dok depan pc nih..
sakit bahu..
sakit mata
sakit hati..!!
penat!!
da la org yg bertanggungjawab
taknak tolong..
terkapai-kapai aku kat sini..
skunk da bulan tige..
nak mintak data p0n cm nak minta
sejuta hingget..
payah!
ble nak jumpe tak nak pulak..
tak de la
bz la..
penat tahu tgu..
skunk da bln 3..
result tak analyse lagih..
karang aku jugak yg terkebil2 tgh malam bute siapkan thesis..
penat!penat
penat!

i wanna go back home..

really..
miss my home
so much..

but then, the unability to go back
is reasoned by the fact that
ibu dan ayah saya dan adik saya
tak ade kat umah..
diorg balek melake pule..
sedey..
sedey..

la nih
mmg arr aku tgh buhsan
tahap tak mampu nak ingt..
bosan gle..
nak kuar
semalam da abes kuar da..
siap lepak tdok blek tqa lagih..

hish..!!

camne nie..
nak balek..

kang nih ade yang bwat keje gle balik
melaka ari sabtu
like last week..
mmg gamble gle..
g pudu..
tawakal jer ade tiket ke tak..
alhamdullilah ade..
pkol 7 tapi..
kalo bwat lagi
jama' ta'yah lagi arr
namenyer..

hish!!
potassium cyanide btol ah!
hurm..
hurm..
hurm..
nak balek..tak nak..
nak balek..tak nak..
tik tok tik tok..

balek jer arr..!!